`another me: 4 dec 2006 - a day off from work
Monday, December 04, 2006
「 what's behind my shadow. 9:04:00 PM 」

yeah.. finally got time to post liao... hahas! after a very long time of waiting and many tries to get into blogger, FINALLY i able to get into here... perhaps something is wrong with my Internet Explorer bah..

so happy can post again liao, i get a day off today.. oh man.. i rather work man.. at home so freaking boring...

didn't know today someone off too.. or else can ask her out.. then will not be so boring liao...

dunno why always wanna chat with her, she will be busy de (thats why i dunno she off today) ... that joshua chat with her, she like not busy de.. how i know? becos she always know wad happen to me everyday de... and is that stupid joshua told her de... something is wrong... u know wad i mean.. LOL, joking joking only lah. x)

i wonder hows joshua's sales today.. how many deals he made today.. becos he do not have off today... hope he do not make any sales! x) haha comfirm will make at least 1 deal de lah..

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today i suddenly feel like giving up on something that i hoping for long ago... but it still cant be granted until now and i keep thinking it the whole day... that thing is hovering in my mind the whole day... so i think i should give it up... its difficult get it.. too difficult... is as difficult as getting super-natural powers... the chances is like a thread of slik, very tiny.. so i decided to give up... unless there is miracle..

giving up is abit hard so i tried to avoid it when ever i can...

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omg... i ate 2 shares of rice for dinner! my mum cook my sister's share but my sister didn't not come back for dinner... it happens most of the time de lah... everytime is my dad eat 2 shares of rice... eat until his stomache so big.. so today i helped him ate the rice.. 2 shares of rice.... OMFG! too much for the current me man!!! wanna puke sia! too full liao! wah.. i know how my dad feel when he stomache is not so big that time and he ate 2 shares of rice T_T

xIgUa Signing off...
feeling down and bloated...