`another me: 09 Dec 2006 - Yesterday..
Saturday, December 09, 2006
「 what's behind my shadow. 1:32:00 AM 」

yesterday i had finally made my mind clear of something i have been talking past few days except the joshua thing... i will totally give up that hope i have been hoping for long ago as i had seeked for my answer yesterday... its very clear and direct to me. kinda feel down at that moment but i rather get the answer soon and direct than i keep thinking about it.. lets hope everything will go back normal for me and... as soon as possible.. but i really hope that the answer i seeked is the opposite from what i know now...