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12 Mar 2007 - The first day of march school holiday, random post and new tag system

2007-03-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

12 Mar 2007 - The first day of march school holiday

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Today was the first day of the the march school holiday. Guess what? I still need to go back to school for F&N and some other days too! (9am - 5pm) .. Haiz.. SIAN AH..

Of course not only the F&N students only lah... it also applies to the D&T and ART students too, but different time slot I guess.. March school holiday is equivalent to no holiday loh...

The purpose of going back school was to do the coursework, but most of us end up slacking and having "pinic" .. x) (totally defeats the purpose of going back to school today, heheh...)

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12 Mar 2007 - Random post

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Few days ago, I settled some unhappy stuffs with someone.

And on the same day, me and my -=+[fB]+=- saw this:

SMS FB TO 78800.
LOL! We was like, " WOW! FB ON COMMERCIAL!". haha ( To us its interesting lah)

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12 Mar 2007 - New Tag system

Haha, on the right u will see 2 tagboard. The top one is the new tagboard for YOU GUYS to leave a tag on what YOU GUYS THINK ABOUT ME! Am I a good person or not, kind or not and etc. YOU GOTTA POST to let OTHERS and YOU to know more about me! It's not effectient for me to talk and describe about myself but YOU GUYS!

SO START POSTING!

Of course there are some Rules and Regulations to follow...

RULES AND REGULATIONS:
1) RECOMMENDED AT LEAST 1 NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE VIEW IS POSSIBLE
2) STRICTLY NO VULGARITIES.
3) STRICTLY NO CHATTING HERE (CHATTING BELOW).
4) VIOLATORS, MAY RESULTS DELETION OF THE POST AND PBAN FROM THIS SECTION
5) THANKS FOR THE CO-OPERATION.

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xIgUa signing off..
hope u like the new tag system and it helps.

18 Feb 2007 - Happy Lunar New Year!

2007-02-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

18 Feb 2007 - Happy Lunar New Year!

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First of all I'd like to wish everyone to have a prosperous and healthy year!

Phew, just got back home from all the visits for today. It was tiring.

Went to many people house to "Bai Nian" as usual.

Unfortunately, half way through today visits of relatives and parents friends. My sister and I caught in the rain because both of us were sitting at the back of the lorry.

During the trip to my mother's mother hse aka "Wai Po", the weather changed and turned darker. Not long after, it start to rain. At first it was minor problem, the rain was light. BUT all of the sudden, the rain pour heavily. I quickly asked my sister to move closer to the driver's cabin of the lorry (which is closer to me because im nearer to the driver's cabin) as the driver's cabin has some height to cover some of the rain. BUT AGAIN not long after, it rain pour even HEAVIER. I quickly use a nylon mattress and my body (im big enough) to help sister to block some of the rain. But it doesn't help much as both of us still get wet. Despite of me blocking the rain for my sister, she still wetter than me because of the position she sat.

My last stop of today was at my "San Yi" house, her new Terrence House was huge! Spacious is all I can discribe. At my "San Yi" house, so many things to do. Entertaining childrens, gamble, eat and Karaoke. The Karaoke I'm talking about is not those at living room, my "San Yi" has her own Karaoke room, OKAY! Feels like in Kbox. Except this "Kbox" is more luxury, it has massage chair, OKAY! It is a tired day today, but I had lots of fun today. =D

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xIgUa - signing off...
happy new year
"gong xi fa cai"

16 Feb 2007 - Apology & Epic Movie

2007-02-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

16 Feb 2007 - Apology

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Seems like today that person i mentioned past few posts misunderstand my meaning.
I hereby sincerely apologies for the misunderstandings.
I know its easily misunderstood because before I post the post on 14 Feb, me, myself have also considered twice before posting.

So today I need to clarify my previous posts.
I meant nothing. Not about fond on her or interested on her.
The "valentine gift" is just what I think, my personal thoughts. I treat it as a valentine gift and not about love love stuffs.

Sorrying for causing such a misunderstanding.

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16 Feb 2007 - Epic Movie
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I watched Epic Movie todaywith clar, YT and jing.
The movie was QUITE funny and also very stupid.
Combination of many movies. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Starwars and more.
Crack random jokes with no link to each movie.
Those jokes are like lame jokes ( cold jokes is what I can say ).
But some of the jokes are really hilarious. (Example: The Magneto and using pee to play sudoku)
I rate it: 3/5 stars
Reason: Not as good as Scary Movie.

xIgUa signing off...

(sorry for any misunderstanding caused)

15 Feb 2007 - MAD DAY

2007-02-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

15 Feb 2007 - MAD DAY-

Like I said in my previous post.. hope I can walk her home everyday.

Seriouslly I really enjoyed walking her home!

I asked her today and get rejected.. aww...

Oh well.. Next time =D

Today Mr Phor went to 5S1 to talk about the STOMP issue reguarding the cutting of hair to saving electricity.

That was good, I think.

P and VP should interact with pupils often and then they will know what we the students are thinking! Of course it is obvious that modern pupils do not like the traditional way of school rules, they the V and VP should understand. Now is Now, Future is Future and Past is Past.

MAD DAY is today! My class had 3 tests in a day!

WOW!

First test was the physics test. Damn easy, convident of scoring 75%. (Alertness Level:90%)

Second test was the chemistry test. Again, Damn easy, convident of scoring 80%. (Alertness Level: 50%)

Third test was mathematics test. Did not score well... darn sleepy after having the first 2 tests. (Alertness Level:20%)

I'm Statisfied with my both physics and chemistry test ^^

xIgUa signing off..
*sleepy*

14 Feb 2007 - Valentine Day

2007-02-14T20:22:00.000+08:00

14 Feb 2007 - Valentine Day

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14 Feb 2007, Valentine Day! (HAPPY BD VALERIE)

Another day just past.. a long day.

Today after school, I went home immediately after walking a person home.

No loitering around, anywhere & anyplace like usual.

Walking her home was my first time.

Walking her home was fun! First time walk someone home with fun.

Enjoyed walking her home.

Hope I can walk her home everyday.

First time enjoyed Valentine Day so much as I never enjoy Valentine Day before.

In my point of view, I think she gave me this very good "Valentine Day present" by making me enjoy Valentine Day.

Eventhough, I know she didn't prepare this "gift" intentstionally. *wink*

Thanks to you if you looking at my blog. ( You know who you are ) *wink*

Happy Valentine everyone!

xIgUa signing off...

04 Feb 2007 - Today, Im a flea in the mart

2007-02-04T20:41:00.000+08:00

04 Feb 2007 - Today, Im a flea in the mart

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Today, somewhere opposite my house.

Near the "Duo coffeeshop" (2 coffeeshops just opposite one and other).

There were some event going on.

Where merchant fleas from all around the estates gather.

It was the FLEAMART!

Im glad to announce that, Im one of the fleas! bleah xP

Ya, right, Im one of the merchant fleas in the mart today.

Im not the boss flea but my sisters' worker flea.

I went to the FLEAMART to help out my sisters to sell stuffs, used and new goods.

The temperature was damn hot, nearly became a dried flea.

We managed to clear 40+% reaching 50% of our stuffs till the end of the sales which ends at 1pm.

Earned a reasonable amount of money, but it wasn't mine. :(

I didn't ask them to pay me either. ;) ( helping them out just out of interest )

It was fun and great, met many different types of people and saw many of my friends.

Reaching 1pm, we pack the stall.

After packing, I saw a some merchant fleas still selling, so I go have a look.

I saw a speaker named "mp3 amplifier", the design was damn cool, thought of buying.

But the speaker wasn't good.

I asked the seller "how loud can this amplifier go?"

He replied "very loud."

I replied "show me then."

He replied "sure, no problem" ( he unplugged his mp3's earphone jack out from the amplifier's jack and changed to FM mode) "there. you listen? its loud"

That time I think "what for he unplugged his mp3 from the amplifier?" and I asked a again "why do u need to unplugged the mp3?"

He remain slience "..."

Then I told him nevermind and walked away.

He obviously trying to hide the bad side of that speaker of his. Cant play loud because music will be disrupted.

You must be thinking why he can play FM loudly?

Its because, radio isn't really clear normally. So he can use this as an excuse.

Glad that he didn't scam me. Ha

Happy always de xIgUa
signing off...

(scammers are always a scammer)

23 Jan 2007 - WOOT! GREAT NEWS FOR ME!!!!

2007-01-23T13:36:00.000+08:00

23 Jan 2007 - WOOT! GREAT NEWS FOR ME!!!!

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Yeah!!!

I've got a new Jie Jie!

Haha!

So happy!

Her age is 5+ months (5 months and 8 days) older than me.

Very happy that to have such a caring and kind sister!

She is a most wonderful girl I ever known in my life.

Frankly, better than my real Jie Jies, haha.

I amire her attitude & character. And what she had done.I hope I can be like her! Of course not her gender lahs! hahas =x

xIgUa
Signing off...
^^

11 Jan 2007 - Which is the better choice? To stay or to give up and help?

2007-01-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

11 Jan 2007 - Which is the better choice? To stay or to give up and help?

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Haiz... Another sad day passed...

Everything started with a long story and I do not want to say again lah...

These few days, I've been living with pain, fear and sorrow. These feelings doesn't start recently, it started at the very first day of 2007, 1st Jan. Leaving a very huge impact on my heart for 2007. These feelings not only left a huge impact, it also caused me to have lot of restless nights. Thats why Im yawning often in school this year.

Many things happened since school reopen. Somethings I do not wish to happen actually happened and it was heartbreaking.

That special someone I had been talking about doesn't love me as I loved her. I think, Why doesn't she likes me? And like that person? Where have I done wrong? Did I offend her? Is it because I had not done enough for her? and more. I've done everything I could to let her like me. Protecting her & try my best make her happy always, etc. So I approached her and asked why. And the answer was no feeling towards me. Okay, reason is acceptable, can't force...

Feeling so heartbroken....

Eversince this heartbreaking news reached me, I feel terrible, very terrible even until now. My heart was aching as if my heart was pierced through by a vemon arrow, blood flowing out slowly like endless tears and the vemon spreading throughout my whole body and causing my body to be manipulated (Unable to control myself) and nearly went mad. For the first time ever to felt so emotional after hearing that news. [Don't you feel weird for someone like me to get emotional? I mean I seldomly get emotional.]

But lucky I didn't went mad.

But I was abit angry at that period of time! She actually broke her promise because she promised to be before not fall in love with that guy. I really cant believed that she that kind of person actually broke her promise which made me even more sad... At first I did not know what to do.. didn't want to accept the fact that she like that guy... then I came up with this idea of forgetting her and everything about her as I need to face them daily and also so that she can go together with that guy happily, so I start ignoring that special someone trying to make her hate me and eventually forget about me. But everything does go as smooth as it think... Trying to ferget her was difficult and hurtful to myself. I ignored her, she sad... I see her sad I even even more sad and I want her to be happy! So told her that I accept the facts but I actually pretend to accept the fact that she with that guy and pretend Im happy that both of them together so that the girl will not worry about me and live happily. But the truth was, I really do not accept the fact that both of them together! I feel so hurt everytime I saw them together. Everytime I with her or around her, I will try my very best to pretend that nothing happened, I am happy, so please don't worry about me and the fact was the opposite... and this last until yesterday...

After days, I think how to make her even happier? And I come out with this idea. I start to treat her harshly and pretend to dislike her. Talk to her loudly, give her attitude, scold and told her i hate her alot, just to make her dislike me. I also don't want to behave like this. I know it surely hurt her a lot alot and she will sad and will even cry... But I have no choice but to do this... because I think, this is the best way to make feel happy for long term and be together with him happily. Like what chinese saying, chang tong bu ru duan tong for her and I...

But today.. she updated her blog and I read it... haiz... I feel so sorry for her.. didn't expect things would turn out so badly.. she was very sad and now even got family problem... now she has 2 troubles in her mind... my problem and her family problem.. haiz... I really don't know what to do know! Should I take back my plan now and apologise and help her? But if I do, I will lose this only chance to let her hate me... but I really want to help her now.. but I also don't want to miss my only chance! She is breaking down soon I know because she surely cannot handle these by her own de. [she only look strong outside but she is fragile inside]

I really don't know what to do now! And what the F that guy together with him doing? Why he didn't help her! (feel like punching him right now!)

Should I stay and help or give up?!

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xIgUa
Signing off...
= (
I know she can't handle and Im scared...

05 Jan 2007 - A very important lesson I learnt

2007-01-05T20:54:00.000+08:00

05 Jan 2007 - A very important lesson I learnt

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Today I finally had the courage to accept the fact of something and I learnt something VERY important!

I've learnt a VERY important lesson that learnt that if you really love someone, doesn't mean that you need to have her. If you really love someone, you must protect her and make her happy at all time and mustn't let her get hurt or feel sad even she like the person is not you. And bless her with the other guy but not hate them. This is what true love is all about.

xIgUa
Signing off....
I suffer better than she suffer...

1 jan 2007 - untitled

2007-01-01T17:45:00.000+08:00

1st Jan 2007 - Untitled

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Today is the first day of 2007. So for me it means forget somethings on 2006 and continue on 2007. 2006 happened too much things that was not abled to explain. Especially on that special someone, jus wan to dump those memories away. She always said things to me that made me thought I had hopes and chances. But her actions and behaviour is breaking my chances and tearing my hopes away. I felt so childish, naive, stupid and dumb when i think of that now. I shouldn't had thinking TOO much of the chances and hopes whatever she said. Perhaps what she had done is trying not to hurt me. But now it hurts even more, perhaps much more than if I never know of the hopes and chances I thought.

I don't feel really good right now... my mood is neither angry nor sad. Jus imagine, someone gave u dream and is that same someone who destroyed ur dream. That kind of feeling is very... Argh.. Don't wan to talk about it any more.

and also

I must also thank her that she gave me those "hopes" and "chances" or else I would not had passed my N lvls.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

xIgUa
Signing off...
Don't like my current mood...
A hole in my heart & I hope I patch it soon.. It may take a long time, the hole is jus too deep.
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26 dec 2006 - a test from god

2006-12-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

(New format for my blog. Now i will have heading/title for my every post)

26 dec 2006 - A Test From God

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today is my off day... a lot things happened today ( and a bit from yesterday night ) which neither good or bad things, becos it can be said as a good thing and a bad thing.

one thing i know its good for sure is that, until today, i've found my aim for my life is to protect and bring happiness to someone i valued most and that is why i lived for.

and

one thing i know its bad for sure is that i know i may lose that special someone, anytime.

perhaps i din done well in anyway or anywhere to make that special someone feel safe and bring joy to that special someone.

but i know that i will still place that person i valued most in a special place of my heart; continue protecting and caring that special someone, no matter which path that special someone choose.

as long as that special someone feels happy, i will be happy too, for what ever decision that special someone made, i will respect that special someone's decision.

xIgUa
Signing off...
i dun know wad can i do now...

09 Dec 2006 - Yesterday..

2006-12-09T01:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday i had finally made my mind clear of something i have been talking past few days except the joshua thing... i will totally give up that hope i have been hoping for long ago as i had seeked for my answer yesterday... its very clear and direct to me. kinda feel down at that moment but i rather get the answer soon and direct than i keep thinking about it.. lets hope everything will go back normal for me and... as soon as possible.. but i really hope that the answer i seeked is the opposite from what i know now...

06 dec 2006 - it's f**ked up day

2006-12-06T23:43:00.000+08:00

very f**ked up tonight, also dunno wads happening to joshua. the sms he reply me is like f**ked me up loh... maybe is becos of the vivo thing? he kena posted on his off days (2days) to vivo to work... then he dun wan and i dun wan too. so he asked me to work for him at vivo for 1 day but i rejected.. then maybe he angry over this bah i dunno wad lah! i also have the rights to reject wad? its also not my job that day to go vivo... or maybe he thing that i only think about the commissions or not ( joshua if u reading i mus tell u, IM NOT! ) or other reason i dunno! wah dunno wads wrong with him! his replies on sms is giving me f**ked up attitude.. so pissed.. sia lah hope he stop this nonsense sia,argh! no mood to blog le!!!!!

xIgUa Signing off...

4 dec 2006 - a day off from work

2006-12-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

yeah.. finally got time to post liao... hahas! after a very long time of waiting and many tries to get into blogger, FINALLY i able to get into here... perhaps something is wrong with my Internet Explorer bah..

so happy can post again liao, i get a day off today.. oh man.. i rather work man.. at home so freaking boring...

didn't know today someone off too.. or else can ask her out.. then will not be so boring liao...

dunno why always wanna chat with her, she will be busy de (thats why i dunno she off today) ... that joshua chat with her, she like not busy de.. how i know? becos she always know wad happen to me everyday de... and is that stupid joshua told her de... something is wrong... u know wad i mean.. LOL, joking joking only lah. x)

i wonder hows joshua's sales today.. how many deals he made today.. becos he do not have off today... hope he do not make any sales! x) haha comfirm will make at least 1 deal de lah..

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today i suddenly feel like giving up on something that i hoping for long ago... but it still cant be granted until now and i keep thinking it the whole day... that thing is hovering in my mind the whole day... so i think i should give it up... its difficult get it.. too difficult... is as difficult as getting super-natural powers... the chances is like a thread of slik, very tiny.. so i decided to give up... unless there is miracle..

giving up is abit hard so i tried to avoid it when ever i can...

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omg... i ate 2 shares of rice for dinner! my mum cook my sister's share but my sister didn't not come back for dinner... it happens most of the time de lah... everytime is my dad eat 2 shares of rice... eat until his stomache so big.. so today i helped him ate the rice.. 2 shares of rice.... OMFG! too much for the current me man!!! wanna puke sia! too full liao! wah.. i know how my dad feel when he stomache is not so big that time and he ate 2 shares of rice T_T

xIgUa Signing off...
feeling down and bloated...

28 nov 2006 - disappointment

2006-11-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

after whole day of waiting... yesterday and today... that stupid jimmy from GAP and GUESS company didn't call as he promised to... haiz... how sia.. no mood to post le lah.. haiz

moody xIgUa Signing off..

23 nov 2006 - job hunt fail

2006-11-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

these few days must be wondering why i not updating my blog... am i letting it to collect dust again? the answer is no.

aiya.. i've been going around hunting for jobs these few days... so tiring... newspaper also tried and ask around also tried... but it doesn't seems to have any news.. or any sign of them contacting us (me and josh).. so the chances are very thin..

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today i've been to vivocity with joshua on a quest... TO HUNT FOR JOBS! okay lah dun be so grand lah... jus looking for jobs lah... we was hoping to get a better replies than on IMM.. but the replies was like all the same de leh... =.=" is either

1. "we will contact u, will u mind leave ur contacts?" excuses...
OR
2. "pls fill the application form and we will contact u." more excuses...
OR
3. "will u mind leave give us ur contacts and we will contact u if we need." and even more excuses...
OR
4. and more lah... got a lot leh...

haiz.. job looking wasn't easy okay! this is wad i can say... we fill lots of appilcation forms and hope they call lah~ of course.... haiz..

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i dunno wad happen but then.. this is really very strange... after i had my dinner at LJS at Vivocity i feel EXTREMELY COLD! i was like shaking while looking for jobs after i had my dinner with josh at LJS... and joshua told me that last visit to vivocity with ivan and gang... after that had their meal at LJS, they also cold de wor! very strange right? only happens at LJS... so weird. i also dun feel anything after my lunch at the food court...

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wow! guess wad! this is really silly but is truth! non-fiction!
joshua and i actually LOST in the Vivocity carpark while trying to take a shortcut to take MRT...
KNS, that carpark is like a maze.. i remember when i first came to Vivocity with my parents, we also lost in the carpark when we didn't look at the signboard... -.- swt! the carpark is not alike as jurong point's..

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well today i also went to PCpunk, my FIRST time... wow... i thought the PROs will be gathering at PCbunk zakuming or wad... but guess wad? lvl 71 xbowman damage range is like joshua's xbowman damage range? joshua only lvl 53 loh! LOL i was laughing behide that's players back and that player kinda know im laughing at him xP. a lot of noobs there too lah.. but there, i saw the true players of auditionSEA.. they was like DAMN GOOD! they play chance+8arrows de+BPMS 150~180 i think and all didn't miss loh!...

TO JEMNEY: JENMEY IF U READING NY BLOG, THE VIDEO AT UR BLOG OF THAT AUDITION MAYBE REAL, BECOS PCBUNK PLAYERS PLAY LIKE THAT DE! haha x).

Okay i guess i shall end here... getting sleepy. hahas

xIgUa Signing off....

19 nov 2006

2006-11-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

today woke up earlier than before.
do u know why?
becos i hope of someone i applied for would call... but sad thing was... none called...
aiya its expectable de lah... 1 day only... where got reply de... jus hope tml will have some answer... especially that bali thai! i wan to work in bali thai! i gonna ask joshua to make a trip with me back to balli thai someday to reduce the "expected pay" on the application form.. becos we thought $7/hr is like too much...

acutally today i had a chance to go to a prawn farm de... ( the place where u can fish prawns and fishes, of course need to pay lah ) for my oldest aunt's son's child's full month thingy.. but i didn't go in the end becos my sisters suddenly back up and if they didn't i guess there will not have anyone around my age de... so i decided not to go...

thats was wad happened today... nothing interesting happened becos i was playing maple the whole day x)

soo sorry that i have nth much to post today.. haha

xIgUa Signing off...

18 nov 2006 - looking for jobs

2006-11-20T00:39:00.000+08:00

LOL!
ALL I WANTED TO SAY JOSHUA HAS POSTED! swt!~
jus go to his blog and read bah! =D *re-using his blog* haha..
http://adidasroxforeva.blogspot.com/

xIgUa Signing off...

16 Nov 2006

2006-11-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

jus came back from chalet... very sleepy and tired.. so i will say a few things before i go rest...

haiz... after my funs at chalet, now i need to get back to my job problem again... i guess i will start tml, JIA YOU to myself ^^. Okay lah, thats all i going say.. i go sleep liao, BYEBYE.

Sleeping xIgUa Signing off...

13 Nov 2006

2006-11-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

after today of decision of yesterday's prob... i have decided to go ivan's chalet first then go find job... whether with him anot i still haven decide x_X, so i will not be posting any post until i come back from chalet loh! sob sob~

hmm... tml, eariler part of the day its gonna be a boring day and later part of the day it gonna be a fun and busy day... how i know wad kind of day it will be? becos im fortune teller x) no lah joking only..

why eariler part of the day will be boring? well... i need to accompany my mum for a hospital appointment.. ( haiz.. kinda dun wan to accompany her go becos i hate the waiting time! it is SSOOOO LONG and i really HATE waiting.. ) haiz bo bian.. my mother mah.. if no one accompany her, who accompany her? dunno wad is the time the appointment will end.. its not written on the appointment card.. hope it wun end late or else i will need to rush all the way back home immediately after the appointment and quickly rush to meet my friends to go to ivan's chalet.. ( kinda hate rushing too, but not as much as waiting )

later part of the day i will be at ivan's chalet.. very anxious becos im wondering will it be as fun as the previous 4G chalet (aka clary's chalet).. haha.. cant wait till tml come!

ok lah i wan go back play maple le.. dunno y today have the "ON" feeling on maple... dun feel like stopping hahas.

Maple Addict xIgUa Signing off...
not drug addicter hor.. x)

Disappointment....

2006-11-12T18:26:00.000+08:00

Today... kinda disappointing... after hearing someone say "see wan to work first anot..." this word is really disappointing. before holiday, wow we were discussing about getting a job when holiday after his exam, and i thinking wanna wait for him after his exam and get a job together, becos i kinda first - timer for jobs thing so i waited for him and now after his exam he told me " see wan to work first anot"... swt! i was like wtf? i waited for so long and he told me "see wan to work first anot" i thought before holiday and his exam we were talking about getting a job? after he told me that sentence, we quarreled of course after quarreled with ea other he say me " u think u big issit?" swt! how this gonna think im big? is jus that too much time wasted on waiting of course im mad, haiz...

the reason i wanna find a job becos is i wanna to cover the expenses for Prom night clothings and such... and so much time and so many chances of getting a job by waiting for him... ok well wad over is over, i have learnt my lesson.. i dun think i will wait any more.. better get a job ASAP or else no one gonna hire me. u know y i say or else no one gonna hire me? is becos... u think lah,

first, mostly people only hire someone who can work at least 1 month.. if i drag somemore, i dun think i 1 month to work.. becos Prom night on 19 dec... so 1 month will be before 19 dec i mus find a job.. haiz...

second, O lvls finish soon, by that time O lvls students MAY wan to find a ajob and my chances of getting a job will be reduced. some O lvls students already finish O lvl and some till 20+ nov.. so like higher chance of getting a job will be before 20 nov but my target is 19 nov lah...

but now problem comes... ivan chalet on 14-16 dec.. i dunno i wanna go now anot... becos.. i scared i dunno i 100% get a job before 19 nov... if i 100% can get a job after ivan's chalet.. i will go chalet first.. haiyo now so confusing... (help me think of something by tagging some idea on my tag board)

now get back the person who say "see wan to work first anot", i know y he say that lah.. he might be thinking before 19 nov get a job too lah becos he going prom night too and ivan chalet ends at 16 nov so 16 nov ~ 18nov find job lah.. i jus scared that i dun have the luck or we dun have the luck, so different thinking and we quarreled.... haiyo.. i now thinking,

1. should i find job now?
2. or after ivan chalet then find job?
3. or after ivan chalet then find job together with him?

(last opt may not a good idea, maybe a good idea too).. haiz.. give me ideas if u have any on my tagboard or sms me.. haiz

Confused xIgUa signing off..
i hate this kind of situation... T_T

Blog Construction COMPLETE!!!!!!

2006-11-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

finally... my blog is offically ready for blogging.. hahas...

wah... look at the time... so late liao and im sooooooo tired.... maybe i will start posting when I wake up bah... hahas

so wait for my post yoh!!! bye bye!

xIgUa Signing off...
up! up! and away! to my lalaland!!!

Testing

2006-11-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

YEAH IM BACK WITH BLOG!!! WOOT! I SAID I WILL BLOG AGAIN! HAHA

ITS ONLY A TEST POST! RELAX! haha